I DONT RECOGNISE U ANYMORE .
-go eat up ur own words k zal .

tell me to go the right path .. think of what u did ferst k .

u've reli changedd . goodbye .

Im killing myself slowly .
ALL promises are being broken .
and i hate tht .
UR SWEARS DONT WORK NIMORE .

U swore . tht .. in the future ............
OWH . NVM .
Nobody cares anw .
HAHA . My own fren seem to use me ; ALOT .

But doesnt matter ..
HAHA .
Cant ask for less .
Cant ask for MORE .

I . AM . HAPPY .
OF . WHAT .
I . HAVE .
NOWWWWW .

:DD k till here .
LAST LONG BTW ; ( thts if ure even reading this . )

to be continueddd .........

I hope YOU've heard the song i told u to listen to.
But i guess u didnt .
Cos i was TRYING to accept u back .
guess i was too late .
:)

NVM. fort canning . here i come.

SORRY GUYS .
IM CURRENTLY NOT IN THE MOOD TO BLOG ..
HAIIS .

TUMMY CRAMP .
AUNT FLOW IS BACK .
HUAHUAHUAAA to those hu dont understand .
oh well . Amirah has it too .
Sebok. !

Hey ; im sad .
But oh well ; who cares anw. ?
HAHAHA .
I've lost my two very trusted frens ..
So whyye bother KAN ?

1st one got moodswing .
orang tanyer , cm nk-tknk jawab .
Ive been patient .
Ive asked u nicely .
but guess u dont care bout my feelings , ANYMORE .
Go to that EHEM u're with .
and dont bother about tht "Friends before boys" thingy already .
It will NOT , and NEVER will , work nimoree .
[ GAVE UP ]

2nd one .. i tot aft SYF ..
wud be free .
but ade2 je yang timbol .
malas sia nak layan lagy ..
do whatever u want laa kaehy .
HOMEWORK IN THE MORNING WITH FRENS .
Yeahh ; ok . Understand SNGT2 !
[ FED UP ]

daaa ahh . nvm .
SHA STILL HAVE GOT A MIRROR :D
till here ; aiites ? (:
bye .

to be continuedddd ..........

BREATHES IN .

BREATHES OUT .

IT'S OVER NOW .
( no more turning back . )

But i still love youh as much as i miss youh .

and dear , i will still keep that counter counting on how manyy days we're still loving each other .

Shahrizal , i know you're still the one for me ..

and yes , i still love youh .

somehow i wish LIFE would have a "REWIND" button .
and then i'll go back to wer i was WRONG. ):

to be continueddddd .....................

 

to be continueddddddd ......................



ME + YOUH . TMR .
I LOVE YOU , DEAR BOYFRIEND.

ok . thts all . bye .

to be continuedddddddddddddd .............

The guy in red , in tht bus this afternoon .
i trembled wen i saw u ..
i really did .
i didnt know how to react next .
i made pretty sure tht every of my moves were almost perfect
cos i didnt want youh to know that i was still tht clumsy girl u knew.
i tried to be perfect in my moves , but hell , i was clumsier than usual .

haiis . i dont know whether to be happy or just sad .
saw 2 of my exs today .
one made me happy (: cos now i found out he tk gy smbahyang jumaat . huahuahua .
the other one .. i just know was innocently looking back at me. pffft . k . da . diam .

so .. monday maybe watching Last Song beforee the results of the KILLER exams are out .
n .. 6mre days to 1year anniversary !
LAMERR KEPE ! *giggles.
k dada . so .............. just got back from polycliniccccc . BLOOD GRP TEST .
Dah poke2 , behy bukan nk amek siket jek .. amek satu tube panjang , u !!
pikir ape ? blood akuh freee2 keh narq ameq banyak !?
haha . abehy da tuhr , charge $10.20 . palah dodol lah ! hahaha . kk .
OH YES , EXAMS ARE OVER !~ WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~
anddddddd frm 3-8juneee me gg JOGJAKARTA .
say yay !! haha .
k , bye .


to be continuedddddddddd ........



1) ANGKATKAN BEG
( Carry bag )

❤ Come sayang, let me carry the bag 4 u. Kesian u..
(Come dear , let me carry the bag 4 u. I pity u.)
Selepas kahwin...
(after marriage)

❤Beg u pun u mls nak bwk. Laen kali tkyh bwk beg ahr!
(Bag also u lazy want to carry? Next time don't bring bag ahr !)

2). TERSUNGKUR BATU....
(Trembled over a stone.)


❤'Sayang, intan payung, you ok tk darling? Bdoh punye batu!'
(Dear, my lovely dear, you ok or not darling? Stupidd stonee!)


Selepas kahwin..
(after marriage)


❤Jln btol2 la! Buta ke? Mata ltak kat mana? Lutut? Batu tu pnye besa pun tk nmpk!
(Walk properly can or not? Blind ah? Ur eyes put wer? Ur knee? Stone that big also never see !)

3.) PAKAI SEXY....
( Sexy clothes. )


❤Lawanye u pkai baju ni. Sexy! mcm nak gigit2 you skrg gak!
( Wow, so pretty u wear this dress. SEXY ! Like want to bite u ONLY ! )

Selepas kahwin...
(after marriage)

❤'Ni ape ni, t***k trjojol, nmpk longkang! ngn babat brlipat2! tk malu keh?'
( Whats this ? Slut ? Can see the drain in between. With all ur flabs over-lapping. Not shy uhr? )

4.) MANJA DI PUBLIC...
( Act cute in public. )


❤Mnjenye syg i ni. Cium ckit syg! Firm nye pipi u!
( Sweet ah my dear ! Kiss abit dear .. Very firm eh ur cheeks ! )


Selepas kahwin...
(after marriage)


❤Oi! Org tgk ah! Tnggu blik umah bole tk? Tk malu ke orang tengok??
(Oi ! People see laa ! Can wait until we go home can or not ? Not shy ah people look2 ? )

5). KEMPUNAN...
( No choice. )


❤U nk mkn burger ramli? Ok, jap ye i belikan eh syg..
( U want burger Ramli? Ok, wait alright, i'll buy it for u , dear .)


Selepas kahwin...
(after marriage)


❤Burger MacDonald pn sme pe! Jgn crewet ah! Mkn je!
( Burger Macdonald also the same what ! Don't so fussy can or not? Eat only laa ! )

6) KECANTIKAN
( Beauty . )


❤Cntik nye u ari ni. Eye shadow u lawa la! Brseri-seri muka u!
( Wow, so pretty ah u today. Ur eyeshadow so pretty. Very nice see ur face . -english here sucks. )

Selepas kahwin...
(after marriage)


❤Ape ni make up mcm tepung gomak? Wayang pekji pn klh tau!
( Whats this? Make up so thick like flour. Chinese opera also lose you noe ! )

7.) KEKAYAAN
( Richness )


❤U tkde byk duit pun, i tetap syg u. Kkayaan tk menjnjikn kbahagiaan.
( U dont have money also i love u. Rich doesnt mean happiness. )


Selepas kahwin..
(after marriage)


❤Tu la, dulu tknk blaja btul2..Skg bru nk mnyesal!
( You see lah. Last time dowan study hard enuf.. Now then want to regret ! )

8.). SEX


❤Klau kita kahwin, ari2 i nak main dgn u.
( Later when we get married, everyday confirm i wanna play with u. )


Selepas kahwin...
(after marriage)


❤Eh, i penat tau! Ingat i robot ke? Gatal!
( Eh, i tired u know ! U think what ? I robot ah ? ITCHY ! )

9.) KESABARAN
(Patience)


❤Dahlah syg, jgn merajuk. Sory eh Sayang. Mmg slh I. Jgn mrjuk lgi ye syg..I mtk maaf. Maafkan i eh?
( Oklah dear, dont sad2 k .. Sorry eh dear. It's my fault k . Dont sad anymore k dear. Im sorry. Forgive me k ? )


Selepas kahwin...
(after marriage)


❤Slh u, u nk sruh I ckp Sory! Byk cntik mke u! Dh buat slh tknk ngaku. Tau nk mrjuk je!
( Ure wrong, want to ask me say sorry. Very nice ah ur face! Do wrong already dont want to admit. Know how to put sad faceeee only ! )

10.) MASAKAN
(Cooking)


❤Sdpnye u msk (walaupun tak sedap)
( wow , delicious lah u cook. [ evntho not delicious. ] )


Selepas kahwin..
(after marriage)


❤Mak u tk ajr msak ke? Ni Nasi lemak ke bubor?
( Ur mum didnt teach u to cook isit ? This one Nasi lemak or porridge?! )

11.) DUIT NO PROBLEM
( Money no problem )

❤Syg, kte mkn dkat rstoran mahal tu eh? Mahal tkpe lah, skali skale..
( Dear, we eat at that expensive restaurant k? Expensive nevermind lah, once a while ... )

Selepas kahwin...
(after marriage)


❤Mak oi! Pehy mahal! tk mau ah! Da la! Mee goreng mamak lagi sdap !
( Walao ! So the ex ! Dowan ah ! Mee goreng mamak more delicious ! )

12.) LUV PEGI LUV BALIK
( Love come , love go )


❤Bye syg, I luv u too. Muaks! Miss u la syg. (Pdahal smlm baru jmpe)
( Bye dear , i love u too . Muaxks ! Miss u la dear . [ When the fact is , just met yesterday . )

Selepas kahwin...
(After marriage.)


❤Ah, ok bye! tk bole lah. Kwn i ade ni! Bye la bye la!
( ah , k , bye ! Cannot ah [ cannot say mushy2 words ] . My fren here . Bye la bye la. )

13). PENGORBANAN
( Sacrifice. )


❤Tkpe syg, I tk ksah. I snggup buat apa sje untok you. I fetch you later k syggkush ?
( Nevermind laa dear, i dont care. I'll do anything just for u. I fetch u later k my dear ? )


Selepas kahwin...
(After marriage.)

❤U ni ! I pnat baru balik keje la. Ape salahnya u blik sendiri. Manje sgt ah!
( U ah ! Im tired, just got back from work lah ! Whats wrong if u go back ur own?! So childish ah u ! )

14.) JUMPA LAMBAT
( Late meeting. )

❤Tkpe syg. Asalkan u selamat smpai.
( Nevermind lah dear. At least ure safe . )


Selepas kahwin...
(After marriage.)


❤Tkpe la. Da biasa da!
( Nevermind, use to it already. )

15). BUANG ANGIN
( METHANE. [ Fart ] )

❤You kentot eh syg? Hehehehehe! Cute la u ni! *cubit-cubit*
( You fart eh dear? HEHEHEHE! So cute la u ! *pinch-pinch* )


Selepas kahwin...
(After marriage.)


❤Oi, asal bole kentot je eh! *pukul-pukul badan*
( Oi, anyhow fart ah u ! *Beat-beat the body* )
Oklah , till here .

to be continuedddddd .....




How i wish i cud go bck to wen i was 3 . n nort have ever liked u .
tht way , i guess . i wont waste tears .
12 years worth waiting .
today wud be the day i let u go , i hope .
hais .

k . went to malacca on MayDay / Mother's Day .
I kinda enjoyed it , i guess .
Hehe . Shopping was NOT my favourite !
Cos there's so manyMANYMANYYYYY things that i wanna buy !
But only gort 50RM to spend . oh well . dad wanted to give 100RM .
but , let's just say , i'll spend it all if i had it . xP
So , buffet so the kenyangggggg . walaws .
haha . 6am - 12am TRIP . nort a bad experience . hehe .
i want moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
hehe . k done . SHAHRIZAL'S BIRTHDAY IS IN ANOTHER ...
errrrrr .... 2 dayyyyyyyys ? xP
ok . till here . bye .

to be continueddddddddd .......

Ouch . I reli hated what happened in class today . i do .
I hope ure okeh , izzwan , bryan , haziq and si qiang . ):

Dont worry , we will ALL still be proud to call u our friends/classmates .
Dont care wadever shyt those teacher said . 3E4 WILL STAY SUPER UNITED .
Hais , sis is sick . have to take care of her . cant go out ):
ok laa . have this FNN hwk to complete . chaos .
Syg , ily.

to be continueddddddddd ........


So, todayy have maths tuition. Malas nk pergy ? DUH !
Hmm , NOT MSGING SOMEONE , feels a lil different. ):
k laaaa . till here . reli not much to say ..
and BOYFRIENDKUH , HAPPY 11mths 3daysss .
I swearr i loveee youh .
and DARN , i swearr i miss youhhhh TOO!!
K BYE . HEHEHEHE.


to be continuedddddddddd ...........

And dont worry , IRFAN .. Im already over u . HEH . Donnid to send Mus to confront me anymore . thnk youh eyh btw .
Anw , passerby , klaw nk continue view , view laaa . tkmo MARAH akuh lagyyyy sudah .

and thaahirah , pls dont feel sad nimore k . u see me , cm tk kesah2 . but deep insidee , i swear i care for u . dont listen to the rest of the INISAS if they hav evr said i nvr care for u . those are lies . btol2 lies .
 cos beb , once my jiwerrrrrrr , will nvr evr fade as my jiwerrr k , syg . uu are always in my heart .

When u nid me , PLS DO COME TO ME . cos gerl , ive gone thru waht u have . STEWPID GUYS like those are just aint worth our love . Aiiites ? ;]

You'll find ur right one SOON beb . Just tht it wud take quite some time . :]
Heh . We shud go out together like hw we did b4 . rmbr the BUGIS TRIP ? :} hehe .

to be continueedddddddd ...

IM GONNA ACT AS IF ITS GOING TO BE OK , OK ?
-read my mind, and u'll know how im actually feeling . pfft-up-lifeeeee !-

I HAVE 1 WORD TO DESCRIBE YESTERDAY : FUN-LAA-SIA !
*Counted 1 word right. ? (HAHA)*
kk . so ..... err , went vivo with zal . syioook gylehr babi ah .
tapy . still cannot find my earpieceeeee . DAMMIT !
kk . tkpe . anw , we toook DAMN ALOTOF PICCCS ! ^^
I LOVE HIM .